I started a new job this week.
It keeps be busy while I'm there
And when I'm not, I'm too exhausted to do much else.
It's helped a bit with the missing him, can't pine away for someone if you don't have time for it.
Of course the times I do have are still there, and my friends are asking about him now.
I never really told them much about him before, it would have been too much explaining and I wasn't ready for that yet.
But now ... I don't want to hide anything about this, I certainly won't go completely into detail with them, but I want to be honest with them, even if it means getting weird looks and stuff. So far they've been pretty supportive.
We'll just wait and see what they say about the age difference though.