If he yearns to talk to me again the way i do with him
if he is counting down each day that passes waiting for the day when we can talk again
when this desire to know gets too great, he always surprises me
first it was videos he'd made of his apartment
then a post on the blog
and now another post
he takes such good care of me, even when we're not able to talk
even when we're both still counting down the days
and it makes it a little easier to know that somewhere out there several states away is someone doing the same things i am.
crossing off days on a calendar and waiting for that day to finally arrive.